Growth and Maturity. My Own thoughts about the Self

The title of this post may be confusing for some, but what I mean -is it possible for some to mature and become more knowledgeable when you are the target of hatred? Maybe this post is just me thinking out loud?





For 12 years I have been going through a learning process about the Universe, Society, my own purpose here and about Religon.





I have also learned more about who I am, and I had to try and erase what society made me believe my whole life.





From a young age an African American child's self esteem can become "twisted" no matter what economic background they may come from.





In my opinion and other's I am assuming that at a younger age African American children have to build and work harder on their own idenity and self worth.





In America We (non european) are bombarded with images ,etc.. that anything African is just bad or not as good as anothers culture. Even though at one time in history another culture could have been almost exterminated and ripped apart by the Bristish Empire's expansion, that culture ( example " Native American or First Nations) was still looked upon as being"better "than anything from a Black Africans Culture. This could be why it's so easy for so many people to claim Indian Ancestry? I'm not saying that many many African Americans do not have native ancestry, because many of us do in fact have more than one or 2 nations within us. I am just saying they will recognize the "Indian " part of them and say little ,if anything about the West African in them. Not even acknowledge it, only saying I am black and..... . What is BLACK?


Southern India is Black, have you seen these people ???

Again I am just thinking out loud right now...

British Reparations.org - The International Coalition for British Reparations

British Reparations.org - The International Coalition for British Reparations: "Yes. Any student of world history will tell you that if he had to pick a single nation to pin all the world's troubles on, Britain is far and away the obvious choice. There is plenty of precedent of countries paying off their victims in cash. The Nazis had to pay off the Jews. The U.S. government has settled with many Indian tribes, offering them land, lucrative casino rights, and in some cases, cash. We, the International Coalition for British Reparations, are asking that the greatest criminal nation on earth—the British—pay up as well."


I couldn't help posting this webpage. I am up to my ears in how much the USA and the Citizens are so evil. I think they have forgotten how the civil wars in Africa all came about. Who really controls the Blood Diamonds in Africa? if it was all for the people (Africans) why are they dying? Have you ever seen a soldier in Africa, they look like farmers to me and some of them are fighting in shoes we would wear on a beach!

My Favorite Song: by LAURYN HILL

LAURYN HILL

"Mystery Of Iniquity"

[sing songy Chorus intro]
It's the mystery of Inequity...
Said it's the misery of Inequity...
Said it's the history of Inequity...
When it all...
All falls down...
Telling you all...
It all falls down

Children...
Eat your bread
Little children...
Eat your bread
Cuz it all...
All falls down...
Telling you all...
It all falls down

[First and only verse]
Yo!
Ya'll can't handle the truth in a courtroom of lies
Perjures the jurors
Witness despised
Crooked lawyers
False Indictments publicized
Its entertainment...the arraignments
The subpoenas
High profile gladiators in bloodthirsty arenas
Enter the Dragon
Black-robe crooked-balance
Souls bought and sold and paroled for thirty talents
Court reporter catch the surface on the paper
File it in the system not acknowledged by the Maker
Swearing by the bible blatantly blasphemous
Publicly perpetrating that "In God We Trust"
Cross-examined by a master manipulator
The faster intimidator
Receiving the judge's favor
Deceiving sabers doing injury to they neighbors
For status, gratis, apparatus and legal waivers
See the bailiff
Representing security
Holding the word of God soliciting perjury
The prosecution
Political prostitution
The more money you pay.. the further away solution
Legal actors
Babylon's benefactors
Masquerading as the agency for the clients
Hypocritical giants
Morally non-compliant
Orally armed to do bodily harm
Polluted, recruited and suited judicial charm
And the defense isn't making any sense
Faking the confidence of escaping the consequence
That a defendant is depending on the system
Totally void of judgment purposely made to twist em'
Emotional victim blackmailed by the henchmen
Framed by intentions
Inventions whereby they lynch men
Enter the false witness slandering the accused
Planting the seed openly showing he's being used
To discredit, edit, headed for the alleged
Smearing the individual fearing the unsuspected
Expert witness (the paid authority)
Made a priority to deceive the majority
Of disinterested peers
Dodging duty for years
Hating the process
waiting to be returning to their careers
Do we expect the system made for the elect
To possibly judge correct?
Properly serve and protect?
Materially corrupt
Spiritually amuck
Oblivious to the cause
Prosperously bankrupt
Blind leading the blind
Guilty never defined
Filthy as swine
A generation purin it's own mind
Legal extortion
Blown out of proportion
In vein deceit
The truth is obsolete
Only two positions:
Victimizer or Victim
Both end up in destruction trusting this crooked system
Mafia with diplomas keeping us in a coma trying to own a piece
of the "American Corona"
The Revolving Door
Insanity every floor
Skyscraping, paper chasing
What are we working for?
Empty traditions
Reaching social positions
Teaching ambition to support the family superstition?
When the Son of Podition is Commander in Chief
The standard is Thief
Brethren can we candidly speak?
Woe to the men
Trusted in the chariots dem'
Leaning on horses
They run their intellectual sources
Counterfeit wisdom creating the illusion of freedom
Confusion consumes them
Every word they speak it turns them out really white
Internally they absent of light
trapped in the night and bonded to the Cain of the night
Under the curse
Evil men waxing more worse
Faxing the first
Angelic being cast to the earth
It's time for rebirth
Burnin up the branch and the root
The empty pursuits of every tree bearing the wrong fruit
Turning me ill
Let him who stole, no longer steal
Oh it's real
Surrender for Jehovah is real
How long will you sleep
Troubled by the thoughts that YOU keep
The idols YOU heap
Causing the destruction you reap
Judgment has come
Find it and return to the One
Abandon the flesh
Self-interest: Broadway to death
Pride and the Greed
Hide and subdividing the seed
The knowledge of Good and Evil is what caused us to lie
Caused us to die
Let your emotions be crucified
Renounce all your thoughts
Repent and let your mind be re-taught
You'll find what you sought...was based on the deception you bought
A perception of naught
Where the majority remains caught

Loving a lie
Not realizing in Adam, all die

Loving a lie
Not realizing in Adam, all die

Loving a lie
Not realizing in Adam, all die

Loving a lie
Not realizing in Adam, all die

[sing songy Chorus Outro]
It's the mystery of Inequity
Say it's the history of Inequity
Say it's the misery of Inequity
When it all...
All falls down
I'm telling you all...
It all falls down


[ www.azlyrics.com ]

Martial Law

All of us have probably heard of this term used before. I decided to look for good definition of this word.

"Martial law is the system of rules that takes effect when the military takes control of the normal administration of justice.

Usually martial law reduces some of the personal rights ordinarily granted to the citizen, limits the length of the trial processes, and prescribes more severe penalties than ordinary law. In many states martial law prescribes the death penalty for certain crimes, even if ordinary law does not contain that crime or punishment in its system. " Taken from good ole Wiki

This word Martial Law has become very popular in the last decade or so. In my own opinion.
I think it's because Americans are becoming more educated about the American Government and the laws and policies set in place for them.

There are also people like Alex Jones who are very outspoken about this Topic.
Some people may find him to be a fanatic or a conspiracy fanatic.
Only problem with this picture is i the people who may label him Crazy , can never prove him wrong. They only talk about him , never the " message". always a personal attack on him as a person.
He is just one more American just like the people who point the finger at him, the only difference is , Alex Jones actually understands what he reads. Unlike most Americans, who have no problems with not knowing or even care to know.

Reminds me of the History Lessons about WW2 and how Hitler came into power.
( From my memory about this part of History)
Took a disabled man, dressed him in a Polish Military Uniform and then shot him to show the German people they needed to support Hitler and his cronies. ( That's another story, but one that is 100% fact).

How would Martial Law affect citizens of the USA?
1. Executive Order 10995: All communications media are to be seized by the Federal Government. Radio, TV, newspapers, CB, Ham, telephones, and the internet will be under federal control.

This has been updated, but was first signed by
JOHN F. KENNEDY
THE WHITE HOUSE,
February 16, 1962.

More info on this Document.

Executive Order 10998, you can basically forget about stocking up on food. This is a good way to start any Diet Program you have been pondering for 20 yrs.

Executive Order 10999, any vehicle can be seized, and don't try to fight it, you will probably loose since the constitution is no longer valid at this time.

I failed to mention that FEMA would be all power. FEMA will be the one in control not the President nor Congress or Military. The same FEMA that was supposed to be set to respond the Hurricane Katrina Disaster.

THE MOST POWERFUL ORGANIZATION IN THE UNITED STATES

You may not like that this site doesn't look professional , but is it a LIE?

I am still learning about these Executive Orders and will be posting more about this.
Another thing I'm curious about

What the hell is Mount Weather?

Some of the Flag Waivers may not like this post, but I personally don't give a damn.

This is just one post of many, that I will write and if you hate it, well YOU can't do a thing to stop me .